my home:)

what i love best about my home is how peaceful it is. only my mother and i stay in my house now so we both have our own space that we stay in. my home is like my get away from the world and i feel safe there. i also love all the memories that my house holds. memories of my childhood and loved ones who have shared my home with me. im happy to have been able to grow up in the same house for my whole life because i never had to move away from the place that holds my dearest memories. if my homes walls could talk they would tell you alot, maybe even things i never even known about. as the time goes on i hope to be able to keep this house this house forever and pass it on to one of my children one day.

the oldest person i know

the oldest person i know is also the most dear to me, my grandmother. my grandmother is one of the coolest grandparents you could have and would give me the world if she could. i would do the same for her also and some. i have grown to love her though her best and worst times and she is an unforgetable lady. i get much of my style and teachings from her because she played a great part in raising me. she carried herself as a strong independent woman and still stands as a great influence in my life. her style and grace attracts peoples attention and always had a word to say. yes she is quite a bossy woman and smart talker but has a big heart. she has managed to keep her beauty, integrity, and has not changed a bit over all these years. i know as she grows older she will always remain the same and always be in my heart and thoughts no matter what.

the youngest person i know

the youngest person i know is also my one of my favorite lil people, and his name is james ivy aka poopoo aka chicka-chicka-boom-boom. i bet your wondering how he got his 2nd nick name, well its because he loves to watch his favorite dvd called chicka-chicka-boom-boom that teaches you your 1,2,3's. james is my boyfriends little brother and is the sweetest lil boy, the way he says my name always makes me laugh. he's a smart lil 5 year old he knows how to work his cmputer, get his favorite shows and dvds on, and how to get what he wants(because he's spoild). james has pretty curly strait hair and wears it in styles like his older brother.

4 years ago

i have grown so much since 14, not so much as my looks but over all as a person. 9th grade year seemed like just four days ago, but i could do so much more than i was able to then. i know more than i had known before and if i could do it all over again i wouldnt change a thing. 9th grade year was a slow introduction into high school, new people, new relationships, and new friends. i truly view my 9th grade year as boring compared to how it is now and even how it was my 10th grade year. my 9th grade year i did not have a job there for i was getting all my money from my parents -_- they where in complete control of my life. i couldnt  drive still at this age so i was very dependent of others. currently i have two jobs, my license, a car, and alot more independence.

the batt who couldnt fly

there was once a bat in my closet that couldnt fly. his wings were too short and his belly was too fat so he stayed in my closet and organized my clothes. he loved my closet because it was very cool and dark and ate pnut butter and jelly sandwiches in my closet, i knew this because he always left the crums. i named him Messy Jessy and as long as i had pnut butter and jelly sandwiches to be made in my kitchen he stayed.

i have a brother..

most people think that i am the only child.*which is pretty much true* but what they dont know is that i do have a 32 year old brother on my fathers side. yes i know of him and seen pictures but i do not know much. he lives in Dalas Texas, and because he doesnt like my dad that much we dont keep in contact. sometimes i wonder would my life have been alil different with a older brother in my life, i love the fact that i am the only child but i never enjoyed the lil perks of having a older brothers influence. maybe he could have protected me, looked out for me, and we could have enjoyed each others company when we wanted someone to talk to. my brother, his wife, and 4 son's came to visit my christmas of 2009, and we didnt spend as much time as i would have liked to. because he had children and a wife i was not the only one he had to pay attention to. it was nice to reunite with him because i had not seen him since i was 3 years old but there is so much i do not know about him and would like to know. i dont ever think we will get close but only time will tell if it was ment for us to reunite as brother and sister again. i have enjoyed all these years of being the only child because i love the fact that i dont have to share with others. im not selfish but i do like my own space and my own things, and having another lil sister or brother around mite just keep me stressed out.

if i could have any animal for a pet..

if i could have any animal for a pet i would pick a white tiger. they are beautiful animals and i would love to have one of my own. i would treat my tiger right feed him steaks every day, watch him grow from a cub to a adult. as cubs they are so irresistable and cute but yet they are fierce and dangerous. i would make sure they had their own space in my home and it is comfortable for them. they would only be around me so they would learn to except me being in their space and will attack any unwanted people in our home.