most people think that i am the only child.*which is pretty much true* but what they dont know is that i do have a 32 year old brother on my fathers side. yes i know of him and seen pictures but i do not know much. he lives in Dalas Texas, and because he doesnt like my dad that much we dont keep in contact. sometimes i wonder would my life have been alil different with a older brother in my life, i love the fact that i am the only child but i never enjoyed the lil perks of having a older brothers influence. maybe he could have protected me, looked out for me, and we could have enjoyed each others company when we wanted someone to talk to. my brother, his wife, and 4 son's came to visit my christmas of 2009, and we didnt spend as much time as i would have liked to. because he had children and a wife i was not the only one he had to pay attention to. it was nice to reunite with him because i had not seen him since i was 3 years old but there is so much i do not know about him and would like to know. i dont ever think we will get close but only time will tell if it was ment for us to reunite as brother and sister again. i have enjoyed all these years of being the only child because i love the fact that i dont have to share with others. im not selfish but i do like my own space and my own things, and having another lil sister or brother around mite just keep me stressed out.
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