my new room

if i could repaint my whole room each wall would tell a story. i have always wanted a bunch or pictures on my wall but my parents never allowed it. i would have all my favorite photos, beach pictures, pictures of my friends and my boyfriend:). the theme would be the water and beach and the background colors would be blue and tan. blue for the water and tan for the sandy ocean floors. the one wall behind my head board would be the sunset, bright colors or orange red and yellow and its reflection on the beautiful water.on my side walls my friends,and loved ones would tell stories past times we have shared with eachother.

my deepest fear

when asked this question i really had to take time to think. what is my deepest fear? could it possably be loosing someone dear to me? or me being unsecessful in life? or even the world coming to a end. well because i have no ethernal life or am a surper human i can not conroll when its time for me to go. so if the world was to end today all i could say is i have loved my 17 years exsisting. my deepest fears are to loose everyone dear to me and to not be sucessful. even though i dont have too many people that matter to me in this life, without them i would be nuthing. they are the strucure in my life any without them i mite crumble. i have always set my standards high, because me failing in life is not a option. i cant see myself being any less accomplished than my parents and wont allow it.

100$

if i had 100$ and couldnt keep it i would give it away to a person. i would take my time thoughout my day to see who would need it the most. 100$ is not much but it is enough and i would want to find someone that would be greatful and would truely need it . not use it for drug use, or anything unnessesary to them. i would like for them to use it on food or maybe something they really wanted and could not afford. i just hope this person is true and is not a fake or fraud.

10 Haiku's...

the sound of my music flows
it comes in one ear
but out the other

the day is hot
my hours seem long
but i sing the same song

mc donals cold  mocha frappe's
sooth my throat
it taste like chocolate to me

fast cars the fast life
cars thump speakers bump
i keep my car clean

long hours waiting
i just was here last week
i like to keep my hair done

my fingers hurt
my eyes burn
maybe i shouldnt type so much

the lights are low
and its always crowed here
i love to eat at BJs

long lines and no parking
its too many people
i should have went shopping last week

green walls and cold air
the room is quiet
my room is my peaceful place

all i hear is her mouth
she always has something to say
why does my mom talk so much