my new room

if i could repaint my whole room each wall would tell a story. i have always wanted a bunch or pictures on my wall but my parents never allowed it. i would have all my favorite photos, beach pictures, pictures of my friends and my boyfriend:). the theme would be the water and beach and the background colors would be blue and tan. blue for the water and tan for the sandy ocean floors. the one wall behind my head board would be the sunset, bright colors or orange red and yellow and its reflection on the beautiful water.on my side walls my friends,and loved ones would tell stories past times we have shared with eachother.

my deepest fear

when asked this question i really had to take time to think. what is my deepest fear? could it possably be loosing someone dear to me? or me being unsecessful in life? or even the world coming to a end. well because i have no ethernal life or am a surper human i can not conroll when its time for me to go. so if the world was to end today all i could say is i have loved my 17 years exsisting. my deepest fears are to loose everyone dear to me and to not be sucessful. even though i dont have too many people that matter to me in this life, without them i would be nuthing. they are the strucure in my life any without them i mite crumble. i have always set my standards high, because me failing in life is not a option. i cant see myself being any less accomplished than my parents and wont allow it.

100$

if i had 100$ and couldnt keep it i would give it away to a person. i would take my time thoughout my day to see who would need it the most. 100$ is not much but it is enough and i would want to find someone that would be greatful and would truely need it . not use it for drug use, or anything unnessesary to them. i would like for them to use it on food or maybe something they really wanted and could not afford. i just hope this person is true and is not a fake or fraud.

10 Haiku's...

the sound of my music flows
it comes in one ear
but out the other

the day is hot
my hours seem long
but i sing the same song

mc donals cold  mocha frappe's
sooth my throat
it taste like chocolate to me

fast cars the fast life
cars thump speakers bump
i keep my car clean

long hours waiting
i just was here last week
i like to keep my hair done

my fingers hurt
my eyes burn
maybe i shouldnt type so much

the lights are low
and its always crowed here
i love to eat at BJs

long lines and no parking
its too many people
i should have went shopping last week

green walls and cold air
the room is quiet
my room is my peaceful place

all i hear is her mouth
she always has something to say
why does my mom talk so much

creative mind

one thing im good at is art and creating things. one day i hope to put all my creative engery into something productive, maybe one day even invent something. drawing has been a passion of mine for as long as i can remember. my mother has always supported my creative ideas and sketches by always buying me sketch books and all my creative materials. i hope to become better at my passion and never loose my gift at art. i have often switched my styles of drawing but still always keep what i have learned in mind. anime, the body, animals, you name it i have gotten to the point to where i can look at anything and draw it if not exactly i put my own twist to it.

my super power

if i had a super power it would be invisibility.with this ability i would become a secret agent or spy because i would be able to sneak information from anyone without them even knowing i was there. i would get to hear pretty much everything people didnt want me to know. it would also come in handy when i dont want to be bothered with anyone because no one would be able to find me .

come winter

everyone has that favorite time of the year. i know i do, i love bundling up in my winter clothes, siting next to warm fires, and drinking a hot drink during my favorite time of the year. winter is the best season for me because i like cold weather. i like being able to bundle up under my covers when its cold outside or even layer my clothing. during this season im down to do anything it doesnt matter what season it is. around winter time is Christmas so i usually do my shopping for the ones who matter in my life, which is something i enjoy doing because i just like to shop. for some reason i always liked the whole winter theme the snowmen, the warm mittens and beanies, sometimes even the Christmas music.. well to a certain point